JOURNEY THROUGH
LABRADOR
by Bernie Howgate ( Chapter 5 ) MARCH 8th I've now completed what everyone has told
me is the wildest and most spectacular section to date from
Norman's Bay to Black Tickle. The groomed snowmobile trail I've been
following since Mary's Harbor stopped in the coastal
community of Norman's Bay. I was now entering polar bear
country. From here on until Porcupine Bay, 80 km. north,
there was a very real danger of meeting them. I would have
to cross three frozen bays, follow the spectacular deeply
wooded Squasho Run and cross two dangerous barrens. There
were now no trail markers to guide me and, I prayed the
weather would stay clear. When the sun shines even the
barrens look inviting, but when the sun is hidden behind
dark clouds, Labrador looks a desperate place. When you're
on your own you have to hold something back for safety's
sake. Weather changes fast on the east coast and its hard to
relax and enjoy the views when survival is uppermost in your
mind. The coastal cold surprisingly didn't
bother me and the biting northerly winds were more my friend
than my enemy. It swept the ponds clear, crusted the snow
and could make breaking trail as easy as walking on
pavement. In fact, I preferred it that way. The real problem
during the day was over heating. When walking I always tried
to stay cool. I dressed top to bottom in a thin layer of
polypropylene underwear, wore a 'pile' sweater and relied
upon 'gortex' windbreaker trousers and jacket. Only in the
evening when making camp did I put on my heavy 'down' parka
on, and so far had not used my heavily insulated trousers. I
had a pair of arctic boots with double felt liners, but
proffered to walk in a cheap pair of leather mukluks. And
although the temperature always hovered around -20 degrees
Celsius, I always felt comfortable in them. My day would begin at first light. Those
first ninety minutes were always the worst. Then my poor
fingers froze as they went about their many tasks, operating
their stove, dismantling my tent and packing my sled. I'd
learned early on that once my heavy mitts were off, you had
to have a plan of action. There was nothing worse than
forgetting something and having no sooner brought life back
to fingers than having to expose them again to the frigid
cold. My life now was governed by routines and,
I dreaded change. At Peter's Hill, Just north of Squasho
Run, I had to unload the sled and make two trips to the top.
Simple enough, yet the thought of doing it depressed me out
of all proportion with the importance and difficulty of the
task. At Partridge Bay, I risked what looked
like bad ice rather than portage around the bay away from my
set course. The development of obsessive rituals and set
goals were two symptoms of my solitude, another was
day-dreaming. When walking your mind wanders like your
feet. An old lover pops into your mind, twists, curls, then
falls out of view. Sometimes an old song replays itself. For
no particular reason during this trip, I had adopted the
Cowboy Junkies. I often craved exotic foods and sometimes to
pacify myself would play out a restaurant scene and struggle
to recall every morsel. On more than one occasion, I caught
myself talking to shadows. If you day-dream best in a soft
armchair listening to classical music, Labrador isn't the
place for you. The highlight of my day was the evening
meal. Nothing was enough. Variety mattered little to me, and
I confess that I tended to eat like a small child. Eating
first what I like best and then making a whole meal out of
it. During the day I ate chocolate bars, and in the evening
whatever menu of freeze dried food popped into my hand. My
fluid requirements were three liters a day. I drank like a
fish in the morning, stored it like a camel during the day,
then topped it up again in the evening. On the third day from Norman's Bay the
weather changed direction. From Shoal Bay to Black Bear Bay
I had a southeasterly tail wind. Florida was coming north
and by mid-day I was jacketless. The sun had a sickly halo
around it. I'd seen this phenomena before and it always
meant snow. Fresh snow at best is like powder and at worst
like grains of sand. There's nothing worse for your moral
than breaking a trail with snow shoes pulling a 120 pound
dead weight behind you. All signs of trail are obliterated.
It can hide bad ice and cover the dangerous tidal slob that
appear in the bays. All day I travelled as if chased by the
devil himself. Snow storms can last for days and I wanted to
reach shelter before it fell. By late afternoon the sun had
shattered into a thousand fragments. You couldn't see where
the sky began and the land stopped and by the time I made
camp in the thick wood along Open Bay, it had started to
fall. The next morning, I woke before daybreak.
Half the tent was lost to a snow drift. The weather was
turning ugly. That morning the weather forecast was full of
blizzard warnings. Black Tickle would have to wait. I spent
forever digging myself and my equipment out, then set off at
top speed for Porcupine Bay and the shelter of its
government cabin.
